I am really good at making things difficult, even when I don’t intend to do so. Basically I am so used to things being hard that I don’t know how to make them easy – or there is some programming there that makes me feel like it’s not supposed to be easy. Do you ever feel like that?

Before I get more into this, first let me tell you a little story about where I am these days…spirit-wise that is.

Last year, around May in fact!, I started experiencing this shift in energy. It was like nothing I have ever felt before – like an opening in my throat with a pressure on the right side of my head. I consulted with one of my most trusted psychic friends and meditated a great deal, and decided to pursue it more. Turns out, when I tune in, I am in a whole other space – what they call the 4th and 5th – and am getting downloads from light beings who are basically…a group of Ascended Masters.

I work with them daily now, and while I have been hogging a lot of their time with personal issues, I do get messages of a larger nature that I can share with you. And please note, I have been hesitant to broadcast this because it’s so new and different (for me, at least). But the messages are so strong, so loving, and so helpful that it is time to start sharing them with you.

Recently they (and by they, it’s first my main Blue Guide who I have known for a while now but I can hear much more clearly now, and then others, layer upon layer of others, who I see mostly by color and PS some are divine feminine healers, a group of them!) started talking to me about making things difficult and they said I could share it.

So this transmission was about that – about reasons why, and about what to do when things are difficult. I found it really helpful. Especially at the end, when they talk about people in the darkness who SPAT at the light (I was not sure if they said “spit” or “spat” but I liked the way “spat” sounded).

I hope it helps and if you have questions of a universal nature you’d like me to sit with and ask them, and then do a video/email on, I am sure they would be happy to provide higher guidance.

In closing too, if you need help with connecting to your own intuition or would like guidance in any area of your life, I’m here to do readings, healings, spiritual coaching packages AND one-on-one psychic development training – so don’t hesitate to contact me for a session at ask@krishanti.com.


Hi and Happy Thanksgiving!

Or not so happy, if you’re dreading family time like so many others this year. If you feel like you don’t fit in with your family and wonder if you are perhaps a changeling (in ancient lore, that’s a fairy baby: the fairies come in and steal the human baby and put a changeling in it’s place in the cradle), try this short test and find out:

You might possibly be a Changeling if:

1. You feel like you are from an entirely different planet than your family
2. Your parents and siblings just don’t understand or accept you or your views
3. Your family doesn’t really know who you are and they don’t seem to want to know either
4. No matter what you say to your family, it’s heard through a terrible filter
5. You feel really bad about yourself after spending time with your family

OK, all sadness aside (because that test is sad! My energy goes down every time I read it), a lot of beautiful radiant light workers like YOU really don’t connect with their families of origin, and it’s one of the most incredibly difficult and painful things for a person to deal with.

In fact, on the whole topic of fate vs. free will which I have been thinking about a lot lately, the family thing is one of those definite FATE things that happens right off the bat. Here you are, emerging into the world fresh and new and straight from source, right into the hands of…OH GOD NO, NOT THIS AGAIN!

If you feel you aren’t a part of the tribe you were born into, the truth of the matter is that this is definitely something your spirit chose to go through in order to grow and evolve. By feeling what it’s like to be misunderstood, rejected, mistreated or abandoned, your spirit is undergoing sort of like the SAT’s of spiritual evolution in the face of adversity.

How do you ace that test? By separating, healing yourself, forgiving yourself and them, and by sharing your light with people who do love and accept you. There are more healing modalities available to you than ever before, too, and so many light workers all over the planet who can help you with great love. The process should actually be fun, because doing the things you need to do to heal make you feel GOOD – great even. It’s not like you have to toil through it. You can grow with joy, with light, and with love (and a lot of self-love too, because that is essential).

If everything were easy, if you had parents that thought the world of you and siblings who were your best friends and just a perfect Norman Rockwell family…well, you’d get challenges in other areas of your life. And maybe it seems like people with great families have more support when facing those challenges, but we can’t know that for sure. Everyone’s path is unique, and you don’t know what it’s like to be in their shoes unless you ARE them.

Anyway, in the video above are some basic tips for coping with your family when you’re on the spiritual path (and you suspect you may be a fairy baby/changeling). And for the record, two of my dearest friends are downright boycotting Thanksgiving altogether – which you have every right to do if you feel so inclined.


How do you feel about the way you look – REALLY?

I have worked with so many people from all walks of life, and believe you me when I tell you, 95% (if not MORE!) of all of us are not thrilled with how we look.

Whether it’s because of how we were raised, how other kids treated us in school (in 4th grade a cute popular boy stared at me and when I asked him why he said “Because you are so ugly! You look like an ugly witch, with your big ugly witch nose and your ugly witch chin.”), or anything else – we all have appearance issues. Even the models and actors (especially the models and actors, LOL).

Spiritually speaking, this disconnect from our bodies is obviously painful and causes a rift between how our spirit and soul expresses itself in this physical reality. If you hate your body or the way you look, it’s not comfortable for your spirit to fully occupy it, so it’s hard to be fully present in the here and now, and, bottom line, to fully enjoy your life. That means it’s hard to:

1. be happy
2. feel good
3. manifest things and experiences you want
4. radiate love from your heart chakra to yourself and everyone around you
5. keep your body healthy and strong

(to name a few things!)

In this video I talk about a couple of very simple and fun techniques to raise your self-esteem and not cringe at your reflection in a mirror or your image in a photograph.

Another thing you can do, which I didn’t really cover so much, is to just LOVE LOVE LOVE your body for working for you. Love your hands for doing all these things for you. Love your feet for supporting you. Love your eyes for seeing, your ears for hearing, your mouth for tasting and talking, your brain for thinking, your heart for beating, your lungs for breathing. Be gentle and good to yourself. Stop with the criticism: enough is enough.

With Love and Light!


When You Get Mad at God.

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Have you ever felt mad at God? It’s pointless and ridiculous, but it happens to the best of us!
I have. I was pissed at God for years and years, because I had these expectations that I felt he/she didn’t meet.

See, I blamed God for letting my mom suffer and die from cancer. I was a “miracle baby” because she had cancer when she was pregnant with me and the doctors swore we’d both die. But we made it, and her cancer went into remission. I was 10 when it came back, and 15 when she died. For 5 long years I PRAYED. And prayed and prayed and prayed, every night, for God and Jesus Christ and anyone else who was listening to alleviate her pain, to make her well again, and most of all, to keep her with me because I was a kid and I loved her more than anyone else in the world.

And then, she did suffer (big time) and she died. So I turned my back on God and was depressed for aeons.

Here’s what changed everything.

One day, I received an amazing clairvoyant reading and healing that woke up my soul, and gradually, after learning how to be psychic, I decided I’d try and use that ability to figure out a) who and what God is b) why my mom suffered and c) how I felt about it all. I now 100% know that God did hear my prayers, and while my mom still suffered and died, God was with me the entire time. Looking back, I had a surprisingly optimistic outlook for someone going through that. And after it happened, many, many incredible people were there to help me out, including an angel therapist named Joy who I’ll never forget, and well it just makes me cry to think about it.

You probably have your own ideas and feelings about God, and because that’s so personal, I’m not gonna preach at you. But I will say, I feel way better loving God now than I ever did not loving her/him. This Monday, as I reclined in the dentist’s chair getting drilled for my birthday crown (I got a crown as a belated birthday present to myself! I love crowns! Just not the kind they put on your teeth!), I just meditated and prayed the whole time. I called the Archangels in as I did when my son was born, and I swear to you they were there, and Archangel Michael held my hand and told me to be strong.

Thanks for letting me share all of this and I’d love to hear what you think too. So put a comment on Youtube so everyone can join in, or Facebook or wherever your social media travels take you. If you feel like a reading or healing would help you figure out your God issues (or any issues!) just email me: ask@krishanti.com.